I am supposed to be a filmmaker ...at least in a few years from now, after 3 or 4 shitty movies with a very personal story line that no one will understand but me. But that's not the point.
the point is this MYSTERY - very absurd perhaps, that has to do with forgetting every end to each and every movie I watch, will watch and had watched over the years.
Truth is I might not have a cinephile memory when it comes to titles, directors names and who directed what...but I do not confuse movies, actors or story lines - I can remember scenes as they are, parts of a script, an actress wardrobe, a slight move of hand....but never the END .
If I try to analyze it, I'll come to believe that:
- perhaps it's an unconscious act that has to do with my taste / but facts guaranteed loving or hating the movie has nothing to do with it.
- perhaps it's a repression, an unconscious desire my imagination has when in lack of practice, so she (as in imagination) decides to play this little erase and try to reconstruct an end to the story.
- perhaps, I endorse open ends .
- or perhaps....I just happen to have a lame memory.
If you read this, help me out suggesting ...or simply vote for any of the above.
Lipsie.
